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Dillusioned
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Fear, Love, Hate, Disappointment.

I see that woman, I see her cheat my father
While he’s suffering in bed, she finds her lover
I am not blind; I can see it well and clear
She can’t fool me now, not with those tears.
She has the nerve to write to me still
To tell me she has lived all her life in scrutiny?
How dare she say so, what makes her think I’ll believe
The distrusted words she speaks with so much belief.

She doesn’t know what she’s lost. She has no idea
Thanks to her I know today, relationships aren’t for real.
I am going to keep shut; I am going to let this be
Not because I want to but because I just cannot help it
My little siblings need her to make through this day
They need a mother to love them even more today.
I wish I could find another way out, I wish..
I wish I didn’t have to be the one making this choice..

I have no faith in love or faith, thanks to her it is so today
I have no choice but to accept this and live it each day
It kills me inside to know she’s the woman I looked up to
It kills me to accept she’s the woman I was born to.
What I have for her isn’t hurt, hate or resentment
All I feel for her today is sheer disappointment
I hate myself for being who I am being to her
I hate it because there is nothing I can do more.

If nothing more, she sure has given me a reason to live
A reason to survive, a reason to be what I need to be
A daughter to my father, a sister to the little ones
And unfortunately one who's fully aware of what’s going on.
I know she loves that man, I can see it in her eyes
She can’t look into my eyes and I know the reason why
She’s lost the right to be angry, annoyed or even hurt
She’s lost the right to say she knows how I feel.

- prekz

October 13, 2008 | 12:05 PM Comments  0 comments

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Never There
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There's something going so wrong
I'm trying hard but I can't hold on
It's just not right, it's just not fair
I'm the punching bag over and over again.

I took it then coz I knew you were in shock
I took in again hoping you'd let it all out
I can't take it anymore I'm human after all
I have feelings too - I'm not your barbie doll!

I cried to you one day over a story so little
You yelled and told me I couldn't be so brittle
Today I smile when arrows pierce through my heart
And you tell me I've been lifeless since the very start?

I cry myself to sleep each night, have you ever realized?
My eyes have dried up today but you've never seen me cry?
Have you ever thought what I go through every single day?
When I smile just for you, hoping it'll help you in someway?

You say I don't have feelings and I don't really care
How would you ever know that when you've never been there?
It's easy to point fingers and blame me for what you have done
Blaming isn't changing anything - nothing's getting undone.

- Prekz

October 13, 2008 | 12:04 PM Comments  0 comments

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Life
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On this journey I embarked a few years ago
Bound on both ends by time, yet no bound it knows?
An endless journey in well-timed space, uncertainties hold.
Confident decisions at every stage, with consequences unknown.

How unknown.. I don't quite know. Its a story commonly told
Destined, pre-written, decided some say - or is it imaginarily so?
From belief to belief; faith to faith-less realities find a score
Mine I believe to be Chronicles.. of a story foretold..

Say why I so? I'd previsited not my present, nor my past..
And visiting the future, if ever on my wish list, was nothing else but last.
No time I find to wonder and ponder on things that don't matter to me
Or things that complicate my realities or waste precious moments of life..

- Prekz

October 13, 2008 | 12:03 PM Comments  0 comments

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Lonely
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She's so lost she can't find her way around
She can't find her way in her own town
Nothing that's here is her own
She's almost all alone.

She's cluelessly wandering on the streets
Looking for comfort in between those trees
She's trying to find her peace and calm
Looking for shelter from the thunderstorm.

She fears nothing no more
She's hurt to her very core
Life's at its worst and it can't get bad
She's already lost everything she had.

- Prekz

October 13, 2008 | 12:01 PM Comments  0 comments

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